Happy new moon and happy Lunar New Year, too. New moons are a time of new beginnings, inviting you to release past pain and renew your devotion. This new moon is called a “black moon” because it’s the second new moon in one month. This rare occurrence increases the new moon’s potency, amplifying intuitive downloads and increasing clarity in angelic communication.
My new beginning is to share more of my medicine and real life experiences in this blog, as a means to anchor the teachings of my debut book Receiving From Your Angels: Four Practices to Heal Your Pain with Angel Love, available on Amazon.
In June of 2021, I stepped off the plane returning from our family vacation in Sedona and went straight to the hospital. My mom was hospitalized with extreme jaundice, pain, and nausea. The scans revealed a tumor in her common bile duct. She was diagnosed with cholangiocarcinoma or bile duct cancer. Bile duct cancer is rare, painful, and very aggressive. Her prognosis is 6 months to 2 years with treatment.
In the first month after her diagnosis, she was in the hospital for over 21 days. She had two failed stent procedures to open the flow for bile; the second one caused sepsis. She ended up needing emergency external biliary drains placed to save her life. (That’s a whole other story.)
I became my mom’s full time caregiver as the second half of 2021 became a flurry of hospital stays, doctors’ appointments, scans, and medications. I was thrown face-first into the world of oncology, chemo, and biliary drain exchanges, which I previously had never even heard of. There have been so many challenges and initiations since my mom’s diagnosis. This experience has been both physically demanding and emotionally exhausting as I support my mom through this scary and deeply sad situation.
To put it lightly, this has been so hard. In the face of such suffering, it’s easy to get out of the flow of my angels’ love. In Practice #1, Renew Your Devotion, the angels call this breaking the sacred promise. Anytime you experience pain or fear, you have broken the sacred promise of receiving their love. And trust me that was happening a lot. Sometimes even just stepping foot into my mom’s house, smelling the garbage, which is by the back door, can trigger me into one of my worried, scared, or sad parts and out of receiving my angels’ love.
Breaking the sacred promise is totally normal. As a highly sensitive earth angel it’s common to get triggered many times throughout the day. I write in my book that the angels don’t expect us to be perfect, they invite us to be committed. Your angels invite you to devote yourself to staying in the flow of their healing love. Your angels have so much compassion for your human journey and will never, ever judge your triggered parts. The angels remind you that you are safe to be fully human and fully divine.
This initiation with my mom is not over by any means. I know I will keep getting triggered as I navigate the unknown. I am so happy I have the simple practice of pausing when I get triggered and re-devoting to get back in the flow of my angels’ love. When I feel myself breaking the sacred promise, I don’t beat myself up. I place my hands on my heart, the gateway to my angels’ love, and say “I am devoted to receiving love from my angels.”
Every time you re-devote you strengthen your angelic connection and open the flow to receive angelic pain relief. I also want to say thank you to all the beautiful earth angels who have been praying, sending love and energy work to my mom and my family at this time.
If you are ready to heal pain with angel love, hire me as your angel coach. You can schedule a free one-hour breakthrough conversation with me by answering the questionnaire on the start here tab of my website. www.jillkempnerhealing.com. In this free BTC I will help you receive clarity about your pain and share your customized angelic pain relief plan.
All my love and new moon angel blessings, Jill